Okay, so, F.E.A.R. 2 = win. I've beaten it twice now, once on normal and once on hard, and it's still fun. And scury.
Leaving for Dallas on Monday. I have about 10 assignments left to do before the 23rd, but that shouldn't be a problem if I stop playing video games. >_>
We're going to eat at some weird Venezuelan restaurant there. Yaaay for new culinary experiences! Or something.
Anyway, I keep having dreams that I live in Japan. They're extremely strange, but it's apparently really pretty there if my dreams are telling the truth.
So. Yeah. Fun, fun. You guys should comment me telling me what you're doing for Spring Break.

So, I haven't posted in over two months. Holy Crap.
Life has been boring. Been busy, busy with homework and chores around my house and hanging out with friends.
On Spring Break, me, The Monk, Geo, my mom, and my G-ma are all going to Dallas to see the King Tut exhibit (oh, joy) and go to the zoo and shopping. In April I'm going to Lubbock for my dad's doctor trip and more shopping, and then a few weeks later, I'm flying to Phoenix, AR to see family that I haven't seen in years. Geo and Kris don't get to come, they have school.
Then, for my birthday in May, I'm planning on going to New Braunsville to spend some time with my Aunt Andy and to go to Schliterbaun (or however you spell it) for some fun, fun, fun.
Then, in the summer, the family is taking a trip to San Antonio.
So, my spring and summer seem to be all planned out. It should be fun. I'm excited.
I'm currently playing Castlevania: Dawn of Sorrow and I've almost beaten it, yay, yay, yay! I've pre-ordered FEAR 2, which is out next week and should be AWESOME! My mom and I are going to go see Underworld tonight, and then on Friday, me, Brandon, and Geoffrey are planning on going to see Coraline, and if we don't get it in town, we can go see Push instead.
So. Yeah. Everything is awesome in Captain Jay land. I hope everything is great in everyone else's lands, too. :)

I had Thanksgiving a day early this year, at my grandmother's house where we always have it. I've been up since 6AM cooking and making tables and the like. The family plus a few others were there.
Me.
Geo.
Kris.
Kris's boyfriend, Jon.
Kris's best friend, Asa.
Brandon.
Geo's new love-interest and a now good friend of mine, Canyon.
Geo's best friend Shane.
My cousin Sterling.
My Uncle Bill.
My Grandma.
My mom.
The friend of the family who is basically like my uncle, Bob.
Yaaah.
I made the turkey and the ham. I was proud of myself. *brags*
It was fun, I got whipped cream in my eye, and I ate until I was about to blow up.
Then me, Geo, Shane, and Canyon went to the park and got lost. Then we went to Shane's dad's store. Then we went to other places. Then we bothered Brandon at work. Then we went to Denny's and I fell asleep and drooled on the table, so when I woke up I made my mom come get me. :D
Now I'm home, I added my Great Uncle on Myspace, I've watched the first 8 episodes of Lucky Star and I'm in love, and now, I'm going to sleep.
Awwyeah.

-Captain Jay

Brandon and I broke up.
Not because of anything either one of us did. He just needs to sort some things out, which I totally understand.
I dunno, I'm really crazy about him. I have been since Jr. High. He's a really, really great guy and he takes care of me. Now I'm determined to take care of him, whether I'm his girlfriend or not. He deserves it.
I'm doing people's hair tonight when Geoffrey gets back from rehearsal.
I've also had a lot of coffee today and now I'm listening to rap metal.
Someone help us all.

Been really happy lately.
Brandon has and me had been talking and we're unofficially officially dating now. He wants to keep in on the down low due to our huge age gap, and I understand completely. And I don't mind, as long as I get to see him and stuff. He makes me ridiculously happy.
My dad adores him, and says he doesn't mind us dating, as long as I don't freak out over him all the time. And if I do, it had better be a happy freaking out.
My mom says we can date, but she wants Geo to go out with us. Which is fine, I don't care.
And Geo gives his full-fledged approval! So. I'm really, really happy.

Dr. Matthews in on vacation until the week of Halloween. I don't mind, but I love talking to her. She's really cool.

I'm throwing a Halloween party as well. I'm going as a Bubble Head Nurse from Silent Hill. Brandon is going as Chris Redfield from Resident Evil. It should be really, really fun. I'm inviting all my besties and they had BETTER COME! Hehehee.

-Captain Jay

Been through a lot since I last posted. I'll make it as short as possible.

1) Started homeschooling about a week ago. It rocks.

2) I've been hanging with Geo's friends a lot lately. Brandon, one of his friends from a long time ago, and that I've always been kinda interested in, and Zack, who became interested in me. Hearing this, I started talking to him and stuff. He takes me to a movie and starts thinking we're dating...we're not. Few days later, he takes me to Hunan's, and calls it our "first date" and then decides to talk about religion, having children with me and what they will be named, and then just a bunch of random emo bullshit. I almost stabbed him in the neck with my chopsticks.
Anyway, I had to break the news to him that we're NOT dating, and since he's so emotastic half the time and ridiculously arrogant the rest, we never will date. Poor guy. Except I don't really care.

3) I've been telling Brandon about the guy I like, which so happens to be Brandon, and he knew it the whole while. Which doesn't really bother me, he's really smart and stuff. Idk, he said he wants to chill with me and get to know me more and...idk. The whole situation is weird. But I have liked him going on 4 years now, which is kind of ridiculous, I know, but still. If you knew him, you'd understand. But he's 20. And I'm 15. So. It's kinda weird. Lol. Idk, I'll see how it all plays out.

That's about it. Later, you guys.
-Captain Jay

I haven't been going to school lately, and I hadn't been keeping food down, and I hadn't been sleeping. My mom was worried and took me to the doctor.
I've gotten started on anti-depressents that are doubling as sleeping pills and I got caught up on my sleep. I saw a psychiatrist this evening and she was REALLY FREAKIN' COOL and had two kittens in her office! They were really cute. But anyway, she was really understanding and just...awesome. I'm going to start seeing her once a week now, which I think will help lots.
Also, I'm starting homeschooling! YAAAYAYAYAYAYAYYA. *pitches a spaz* Which means I can has my peircings and skull shirts and combat boots and what not. And maybe even strange, unnatural colors in mah hairz. I'm happy. Not great, but happy. I'll be okay. ^_^

Ok, so I went through some tough shit and I still am.
Alex dumped me because he was basically really confused. He likes this other girl who is basically my best friend. We got back together after 3 days and then after one day he left me again. He says he just can't say "I love you" to me anymore. And...Idk. I won't lie; I'm pissed, I'm crushed, I'm depressed, I'm sad, I'm sick, and I want to crawl under a rock and die.
I want to give up. He was my everything...I shouldn't have commited myself to him like I did, but...I didn't see this coming and I don't know what to do anymore.

I'm going to keep trying really hard in school and stuff. I need to get over this. But any support or funny comments and links and stuff are REALLY appreciated. I'm probably going to do what I always do after a break up and become Super!Fangirl again. I guess it's my way of dealing with everything.

But yeah. Just wanted to let everyone know what's going on. I just...need some hugs. And a shoulder to cry on.

Going through a really rough patch concerning pretty much everything.
I know I don't post much anyway, but if this doesn't clear up in a few days, I will probably completely ignore LJ for a long, long time.

On a lighter note:
I'm also President of Japanese club this year.
Am busy.

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY, GEOFFREY!!


:D

I keep forgetting this.
I went to Ozzfest and saw my favorite band, Metallica, on the 9th. It was EPIC.
( Here is a video I captured of Metallica playing 'For Whom the Bell Tolls': )

Ish bad quality, but at least I was there.

Alex's birthday is on the 5th of October. I bought him two shirts when I was in Dallas, but last week I got him tickets to see Mindless Self Indulgence. He's turning 18. I think I got him sufficient presents. Don't you? :)

School started today.
I must say, I was pleasently surpised.
( Schedule, with my comments, goes as follows: )

Mood pictures.
It's surprising how much work it is to just change a couple URL and stuff.
But anyway, I was looking over my page and I still have posts from November of last year on my first page. How ridiculous! I'm going to totally become an LJ whore. But only temporarily, until I get those old-ass posts off the first page.

Now, I'm off to change my LJ colors and stuff like that. :)

Um...so. It's been uneventful around here.
I'm qutting band. Talked to the counselor and she said I have to get a note from Mr. H to give to her. I talked to her on Thursday, it's Tuesday now, I still haven't gone and talked to him. I'm scared he's gonna rip my skin off.

I'm leaving Friday morning for Dallas, and we're going shopping and going to the zoo and stuff like that. Alex's birthday is exactly 2 months from today, he's turning 18, and I want to get him a really nice present(s) in Dallas. I just have no idea what to get him. It'll probably be a plethora of clothes or something. Sarah says I'm good at getting people presents, but I don't know about that. XD

Ozzfest is all day Saturday, at Pizza Hut Park in, I think, Selma, a suburb of Dallas. It might be Frisco. Anyhow, that tropical storm/hurricane just hit the Texas/Louisiana coastline. Big Spring is getting thunderstorms from it tomorrow and Thursday, and I hope they're not hitting Dallas around the weekend. I'll cry. I really will.

Sunday we're going to a different zoo, and perhaps going shopping again or for the first time, I'm not sure how my mom has got this all planned out. But we're leaving Dallas that night and coming home.

I'm REALLY excited. I'm pretty much bouncing off the walls waiting for Saturday.
Hope the rest of you have fun!

-Captain J.

Okay, well. Title for quite a few reasons here.

Alex came back from vacation Wednesday night! He ran by the house and saw me, even though it was like midnight. He got me a stuffed Moose!! It's the best thing ever! ^_^

I've seen The Dark Knight one and a half times now. The half is due to the fact that I saw it once, all the way through, with Alex. Next day, maybe two days later, idk, went to go see it with The Monk and Geo and left halfway through with Alex.
To be completely honest with you all, I'd go see it 30853593 more times even though it's 2 and a half hours long. It's probably the best movie I've ever seen. Which is strange of me to say, because scarier movies are usually my thing. But Christopher Nolen is a fucking genius, so, go see the new Batman if you haven't already.

I deleted a bunch of my icons, mainly for the reason that the fandom they pertainded to is boring to me now. XD
However, NEW JOKER ICON YAY.
I haven't read any fanficion in AGES. I stopped some time back, and couldn't even write on my normal stories for a while. After watching TDK, though, I'm back on FFN and reading JokerXHarley Quinn stories.

Marching band starts in 9 days, and I'm probably not going to go to a lot of it. In fact, I'm probably going to go to a couple sectionals and then quit. I hate band now. And, since Geo and his friends graduated, and my one best friend I had in band quit? I can't enjoy it anymore. I'm quitting. :D

Other than that...life is boring. Ozzfest in less than a month!! In fact, just 17 days!
School starts on the 25th. UGH! But oh well. I won't be so bored, yah?

-Captain

So, it's July now.
Alex went on vacation on Monday, won't be back until this upcoming Wednesday. Yes, I am a hormonal, bitchy wreck. Fuck off.
Anyway, he is with his mom and brother and has gone to Vermont, New York, New Hampshire, and just got to Canada today. His cell phone apparently doesn't work there, and he said when he called me around 2 he was going to get a calling card, but obviously didn't, and most likely won't because he's just like that. =/
So, I can't see him, I can't talk to him, I really have nothing to do, so I've sat around my house playing video games and sleeping.
Yesterday I got my hair cut and today I painted my grandmother's bathroom for twenty dollars. Tomorrow I'm putting another coat of paint on it for another small amount of money, and then I'm going to go see Hellboy II.
Thus far, these are the only things I've done since Alex has left.
I'm pissed off. I'm frustrated. And I'm miserable. But. Whatever.

Plus sides to Alex being gone:
I beat F.E.A.R., finally.
I beat Siren for the 2nd time.

Other good things that have happened while Alex has been gone but don't necessarily relate to him not being here:
My mom ordered me a pair of kick-ass army boots.
My right ear, which was peirced through a core of scar tissue and is a diagonal hole to boot, is difficult when it comes to earrings. I gauged my ears up to a 12 and decided due to said right ear, it was not worth it and stopped. Recently I bought 16 and 18 gauges at Hot Topic (WAY smaller than 12s) and it took me a couple days to stretch the right hole back out to even a 16. But I finally got it through.
I've watched two of Satoshi Kon's movies, Perfect Blue and Millennium Actress. Both were very good.
Um....yeah. That's it.


So basically, I've been sitting at home being emo. >>
Oh well.


-Captain Juuudiiitth

Got home last week at like 10 at night. 'Twas gaaay. If you want pictures from the trip, follow the top link to my MySpace, go to my pics, and enter the album named "Cali".

Other than that, everything's been really uneventful. I'm trying to graduate high school an entire year early, and I am taking placement tests to go into Jr. classes.
If all goes well, and I pass these tests (I'll be taking them in September) these will be my classes next year:

-Pre-AP English III (Jr class)
-AP American history (Jr class)
-Pre-AP chemistry (Jr class)
-Geometry (Sophomore class, because I suck at teh math.)
-Band, duh
-Theater II (I might have to drop this, even though if it was my choice, I'd drop band.)
-Spanish II

Yuuup. So in September, I'll be taking placement courses for English 2, Geography, and Physics. I hope I pass! Wish me luck.


Also, in other news, I'm going to the doctor tomorrow for birth control. My periods are horrible, yo. D:<

Also, Ozzfest in August with Metallica!, Serj Tankian, Apocolyptica, In This Moment, Korn, and, of course, Ozzie. I'm psyched. :)



-Captain Judith

I haven't posted in a LONG ass time, but here we go.
Thursday was the last day of school. Last night was graduation, and Geo is now out of high school for good. No, I didn't cry or anything because he's graduated. He'll still be living with me for another two years. THAT'S reason to cry.

Uhhh...I passed all of my classes, except maybe Spanish, idk. But I'm taking credit by exam tests in July (yes, I'll be studying my ass off everyday till then) so I can graduate early. I'm shooting for leaving high school after my Junoir year.

I leave tomorrow night for California with the band. We'll be there a week.
Schedule they gave us:
( Cali schedule )



Sounds fun, eh? Yeah, sure, whatever. :(
I'd rather stay in crappy Big Spring and hang out with Alex. But whatever. Trip cost my parents over 1000 dollars, so I can't skip out.
So me and Alex are chillin' tonight and tomorrow, and then I'm leaving. And we can spend lots and lots and lots of time together when I come back.

And in August, me, Geo, and the monk are going to Ozzfest. Doesn't really sound like that big of a deal. "Oh? Ozzfest? Ozzy? Whatever, he's old."
But, uh, Metallica's going to be there...So I'm like. REALLY FREAKIN EXCITED DKLFHIOERTH DOFNHDJ;FH
Also, Korn, Serk Tankian, In This Moment, and Apocolyptica will be there. Yays all around.

but that's about all that's been going on.
Hope everyone has a great summer.



-Captain Judith

Okay, so, tomorrow (Tuesday the 6th) is my birthday. I'll be turning 15. Yeah, I know, I'm hella young. But that's just the way it is. :D
Today was my party at the park. It was epic win. Seriously, it was the best day I've had in a looong time.
I invited Sarah, Ty, Kris, Geo, Alex, Krystal, Kevin, Courtnie, and Dane.
Well, something happened to Ty's cousin so he had to go to Midland and check on him.
Kevin's mom wouldn't let him go.
And Courtnie was out of town and Dane wouldn't have come without her.
And Kris's mom wouldn't let her go to the park because there have been a lot of shooting near their house recently.
So only Geo, Sarah, Alex and Krystal came. And Geo's friend Carl randomly showed up. But all was good. :D
Kristin got me a REALLY pretty white and black dress and a stick that says 15 inside a heart. I took it to the park and poked everyone with it. XD
Sarah got me a stuffed cow (WHOO!!) and some really nice smelling body spray, and a super sweet card.
My parents, of course, got me Siren 2, all the stuff to play Siren 2, and they also bought me a buunch of stuff I told them not to buy. Two pairs of very expensive Hot Topic pants, a new pair of shoes, a new bag, a new hat, and a Metallica sticker.
My Granny & Papa gave me $50 and my Aunt Rhonda got me 5. It's just about all gone because I got it a while back, but oh well.
And..Alex...;-;
He said he was going to bake me a cake. I said he didn't have to, but he did. And was like WHOOYAY and stuff.
But...see, I've never gotten flowers. From anyone. Not my parents, or my brother, or a boy or a friend. And I had always wanted some.
Alex got me a bouquet of flowers. ;-;
I'll admit it. I almost cried. But stfu, don't tell anyone. >>
I'm taking some out and pressing them. I mean, they won't last forever.
After the park, I went to Alex and we just chilled. It was amaazziing.
Best birthday I've ever had. Way better than last year.
And now I'm going to go to bed and tomorrow I'll be 15. Yay. :D



-Captain Judith

Well, this week is a TAKS week for us. Whoo. Yay. So much fun.

( Omfg TAKS )

On a lighter note, I have, in the past week or so, watched 'Suicide Club' and 'Marebito'. I was in the process of watching 'Premonition', but I keep getting interuppted and am only about 20 minutes into it.
Also, I'm having a hard time finishing my book, "Grotesque" by Natsuo Kirino because I'm so busy. ARGH!
But that's alright. I'll finish it one day. Along with all those other books I never finished...hahaha.
Anyway, tomorrow is the same thing as today. I'll post later. :D


-Captain Judith